Movies and TvShows featuring "gay-self-loathing" theme.

Set against the backdrop of the AIDS crisis in 1980s New York City, Angels in America tells the intertwining stories of several individuals as they navigate love, loss, and self-discovery in the face of a devastating epidemic. The miniseries explores themes of homosexuality, religion, and political conservatism, while shedding light on the personal struggles and triumphs of its characters.

In the 1970s, a college professor named Frank and his niece, Beth, embark on a road trip from New York City to their small hometown in Creekville, South Carolina. Along the way, they are forced to confront painful memories and secrets from their past, including Frank's hidden homosexuality and the tragic suicide of his lover. As they navigate through prejudice and bigotry, Frank and Beth learn the importance of acceptance and the power of family.

Priest is a movie about a gay Catholic priest named Greg who is struggling with his faith and homosexuality. Greg falls in love with his secret boyfriend, but their relationship is discovered, leading to a crisis of faith and personal turmoil. The movie explores themes of belief, sexual repression, and the challenges faced by individuals living double lives within the conservative church.

Drown is a gripping movie that explores the dark realities of homophobia and self-loathing through the story of a lifeguard named Len. Set in Sydney, Australia, Len battles his own insecurities and internalized homophobia while dealing with bullying, intimidation, and violence. As the story progresses, Len's struggles escalate, leading to a tragic event that challenges his notions of masculinity and sexuality.

In 1968, a group of gay friends come together for a birthday party in New York City. As the night unfolds, tensions rise, secrets are revealed, and the friendships are tested.

The Detective is a neo-noir crime film based on the novel of the same name. It follows a police detective as he investigates a murder case involving homosexuality and police corruption in New York City. The detective, struggling with his own repressed homosexuality, navigates through a web of secrets, lies, and toxic relationships to uncover the truth.

Someone Has to Die is a psychological mystery miniseries that follows a young man who returns to his conservative Spanish hometown in the 1930s. When his best friend arrives from Mexico and is rumored to be gay, tensions rise and secrets are revealed, leading to a family conflict that challenges societal norms and prejudices.

Prayers for Bobby is a heart-wrenching biography drama that tells the true story of a mother's journey from intolerance to acceptance after her teenage son, Bobby, commits suicide because of his struggles with homophobia. Through her grief, she becomes a powerful advocate for LGBTQ+ rights and works to challenge the religious-fanaticism that contributed to her son's tragic event. This movie highlights the importance of love, acceptance, and the consequences of prejudice.

Stonewall is a movie set in 1969, depicting the events leading up to the Stonewall riots in New York City. It follows a young man who is caught in between his personal struggles and the larger fight for LGBTQ+ rights. The story revolves around the Stonewall Inn, a gay bar in Manhattan, and the events that unfolded when the police raided the establishment.

In 1968 New York City, a group of gay men come together for a birthday party. As the night progresses, tensions rise and they confront their own self-loathing, internalized homophobia, and the challenges of love and friendship.

Johns is a drama about the friendship between two male prostitutes in Los Angeles, California. The story follows their struggles with homelessness, internalized homophobia, and the challenges they face in their profession. Through a series of flashbacks, the film explores the complexities of their relationship and the impact it has on their lives.

Shank is a movie about a young gang member in London who gets caught up in a series of violent events. The film explores themes of gang culture, homosexuality, and identity.

When a brother and sister embark on a road trip to fulfill their late father's last wishes, they confront their own personal struggles with sexuality, family dynamics, and self-acceptance.

Coming Out is a movie set in 1980s East Berlin, and follows the story of a man coming to terms with his sexuality and coming out as gay. It explores themes of repression, homophobia, and self-acceptance. The protagonist, a schoolteacher, navigates through the complexities of being gay in a society that is seemingly intolerant.

In 'Save Me,' a man struggling with his homosexual feelings is sent to a Christian conversion therapy center in New Mexico. There, he forms deep connections with the fellow residents and confronts his internalized homophobia. The movie explores themes of friendship, love, religion, and self-discovery.

Set in 1985, during the height of apartheid in South Africa, 'Kanarie' follows a young boy named Johan who is drafted into military service. While training in the military choir, Johan discovers his own voice and forms unexpected relationships. The movie explores themes of homophobia, identity, and the power of music.

Head On is a powerful film that explores themes of identity, sexuality, and self-destructiveness. Set in Melbourne, it tells the story of a 19-year-old Greek-Australian man named Ari who struggles with his cultural identity, sexual desires, and self-loathing. Through a series of intense and explicit encounters, Ari embarks on a journey of self-discovery that forces him to confront his inner demons and come to terms with who he truly is.

Regulars gather at The Blue Jay, a gay bar in Manhattan's Greenwich Village, to celebrate Christmas Eve 1971 with people they consider family.

Rejected for being femme, Carson journeys toward self-acceptance by way of a manic existential crisis and a drag queen fairy godmother.

Candid and poignant drama about the comedian Frankie Howerd and the relationship with his long-term, long-suffering manager, and gay partner, Dennis Heymer. Despite his overtly camp persona, Howerd kept his companionship with Heymer under wraps for 35 years, until his death in 1992. Yet through career disaster, social stigma, illegality, numerous infidelities and Howerd's own deep-seated issues about his homosexuality, their love endured.